and the camwhores we did. =D

Okay. This supposed to be an emo post actually.

Frankly frankly speaking, I had been slaking. Ask me chemistry, I would be err, ermm and stuffs. Trust me man. I am slacking and lacking of things to blog, though there are thousands of things running in my mind, I am sometimes just to shy to blog it out.

Probably I am afraid to express how I feel bout things, in another words, worried bout what people think about me. I am lacking of self confidence. and self-image. Lack of darn determination (I failed my diet plan again).

I don't like broken promises or things when you just intend to mention to grab our attention, the next moment, its not mentioned anymore, infact, you are afraid when this topic was brought up. Then why the heck you made me damn happy for the past few months? Just tell the truth to my face and i will friggin understand that though. Hiding is not the ultimate solution. I don't mind not having one. Like seriously. Just that I hate false hopes. I don't care, if you ever come across and read it and confront me for whatever I wrote here.

At times, I just wonder, did I made the right choice for not going further away from home. Choosing some place where I could learn what is self-independence is all about?

As time passes, you would realise a person's true colour. Its not that the person changes, its just that you know how much you worth for that person.