“life will be better in spring”

December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 February 2012

I just feel like using my brain to think about anything else.

Things had been really hectic since week 1 and week 4 is ending real soon which is tomorrow and I have kind of literally no idea whats happening in erm SCI 2010.

Things are hectic and my temper gets really bad. I guess sometimes stress and assignment sure does affect friendship between people. Not because who's right or who's wrong. Things just get to hectic to form bond with others.

and may just end up with repulsion.

A good sleep during the weekend is pretty much what I need nowadays. Sleeping at 1 am and wake up at 6. Dreadful 8 am classes kills.

Procastinating in assignment also kills.

I guess my blog would be pretty much abandoned. and I am pretty lazy to update facebook shououts. I find it tough to expose stuffs there lately. =)

I fall in too easily. or am I?

Labels: Life as we know it.

Times where my NONSENSE statement were made a big statement and my IMPORTANT statement were made to be NONSENSE.

Guess they will simply never understand and differentiate whats real and whats not.

or maybe they know, but they simply make a big fuss out of it to prove that they are always right.

Labels: Life as we know it.

The first week has officially ended and I feel completely helpless.

I guess I am trying to numb myself with assignments and stuffs because when I start writting the due dates in the student diary, I start to freak out.

I guess going with the flow of the assignments and numbing myself with never ending assignment and lectures would be the best solution.

There are times where I felt like ditching my laptop for a good time for reading and forget bout facebook, msn, or twitter.

Times where I felt like writting a lengthy blog entry but somehow I forgot what I wanted to write or well, don't feel like expressing it anymore.

Times where what you get doesn't reflect your efforts and you somehow felt like giving up but you couldn't.

There are times, I felt like shutting myself up completely, but I literally couldn't.

There are times, where I hope things would literally happen like how fairytales and dramas do, but again, reminding myself that they are merely fantasy of someone who might not experience them in their entire life, so they created it.

There are times, that I wish I had the courage to do something which I never dared too. Sometimes its like do now, or never.

There are times where I feel like isolating myself, I realised that I am being just a lil impatient lately, probably trying to merge into the life of a second year student. But staring at the piece of reading materials that I should read for my assignment made me feel helpless and useless immediately.

Sometimes, I wished I could read minds, but we always know, reality could be really cruel at times, there are things you wished you don't know at times.

I really wondered how could I blogged a 1000 word entry last time. Maybe I choose to keep things unexposed all to myself. =)

Things don't really go that smoothly lately somehow and double dissapointment just struck me today.

I don't plan to elaborate that but all these after a great 7 hours break in between 3 classes.

Seriously no thank you.

Labels: Life as we know it.