Its pretty tough to try to forget bout something and you tried your very best for the last couple of months. You tried to conceal it, forget bout it and think bout other stuffs, but it appears to be pretty unsucessful most of the time.
When you've decided to go for it, you're unsure whether your actions would be a wise thing to do or not. Maybe at times things are like its either you do or die.
At times I prefer to go for it. You never know how you'll end up. Maybe you'll end up getting what you want or vice versa. But at the end of the day, I guess I'll just be glad that I did that. And few years from now, you might just end up smilling when you recall those silly stuffs u did back then.
I think its time to wake up from the dream, imagination or whatever that haunted me these couple of months.
