“life will be better in spring”

December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 February 2012

I know, in real fact, they don't exist. But to me, they do. No worries, I am not hallucinating, its just some internal matter that only a handful of people know.

What I knew was, I always take a step further and beyond what I usually do at some circumstances. No worries, not any confessions or anything serious, but its just amazing that how some things can trigger my nerves and do something that I never expect I would ever do it.

I don't know whether am I going to achieve what I hoped for. Stop looking at the past, look at the future instead. But the truth is, I don't think I can even see whats for me in the next semester. Sleepless nights again? and complaining why the heck I choose this combinations of units or why am I in this course? Too late to say something like this ey?

At times I have no idea why, someone so stranger to me could make me think so much, too much infact that at times I couldn't take my mind off it. Someday, maybe. thinking bout it makes me feel silly.
I guess what I could do is, go with the flow. Knowing that its always easier said that done (: