“life will be better in spring”

December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 February 2012

Nothing much to rant, but I don't know why the heck I woke up late. Its rare.



Dad: Heyyy, wake up!. its lunch time!.
Me: Looking blur, look at the phone. WTH.


Jumped out from the bed and get ready.


My life had been VERY LIFELESS. Had been going to my second home for so many times since exams ended. Lifeless. Indeed. Money spent like water.


Throught the years, people DO change.



People make use of you. People think that you're nerd. Sometimes I even think that I might not married and stay single throught my life. I told my friends these and they were like IMPOSSIBLE. Yes. Laugh. But nothing is impossible. Leaping into the figure 2 tells that that I am grown up. I just don't want to grow up.



When you're young and you cry, oh well, its just simple, you cry because you're unhappy.


As you grow, especially now, you feel shy to cry, you hide when you cry, you cry for various reasons. Silly reasons that you don't think you should cry after you cried.


I know people are just giving opinions. Or just I can't accept opinions.


Life's short, cherish it.


People are asking me, I thought you want to be a doctor?


You think doctor that easy ah? You think simply go and ask the patient what's wrong with him/her then crap some scientific terms then prescribe medicine is it?


Yes, I want to be a doctor initially. But dedicating my life to it, its not the way I want it afterall. If you want to make lots of money, there's always many jobs besides being a doctor.

Oh well. I should just relax once. a while. not thinking what the heck would I be doing.