“life will be better in spring”

December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 February 2012

There are times where I felt like ditching my laptop for a good time for reading and forget bout facebook, msn, or twitter.

Times where I felt like writting a lengthy blog entry but somehow I forgot what I wanted to write or well, don't feel like expressing it anymore.

Times where what you get doesn't reflect your efforts and you somehow felt like giving up but you couldn't.

There are times, I felt like shutting myself up completely, but I literally couldn't.

There are times, where I hope things would literally happen like how fairytales and dramas do, but again, reminding myself that they are merely fantasy of someone who might not experience them in their entire life, so they created it.

There are times, that I wish I had the courage to do something which I never dared too. Sometimes its like do now, or never.

There are times where I feel like isolating myself, I realised that I am being just a lil impatient lately, probably trying to merge into the life of a second year student. But staring at the piece of reading materials that I should read for my assignment made me feel helpless and useless immediately.

Sometimes, I wished I could read minds, but we always know, reality could be really cruel at times, there are things you wished you don't know at times.

I really wondered how could I blogged a 1000 word entry last time. Maybe I choose to keep things unexposed all to myself. =)