“life will be better in spring”

December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 February 2012

Hopefully this doesn't sound like a will. LoL.

My 2009 wasn't a blast or as awesome. Just plain college life with lotsa shopping and new friends.

When I was 10, I used to wonder how it feels to be 15.

When I was 16, I wonder how it feels to be 20.

When I'm 19, I don't wish to be 20.

P:S: I used to think that humans are immortal though. When I was about 2 or 3?

Still, I am working on the 31st December ok? My legs start to feel the sore and I couldn't imagine how could I spend a day of my salary on a meal last time.

My job? Ain't that bad, Printing timetable and updating card. We're only busy when there's student. If not, our part time job is to gossip!. Haha. Gossiping seems to be in the part of us during the job. Hey, don't expect us to stone there for the entire 4 hours right?

Oh well, so long to my 2009. I hope I will not miss you.=p.

Welcoming 2010, but I don't wish to be 20.

Going Genting again!. Tomorrow.

Nothing much to rant, but I don't know why the heck I woke up late. Its rare.



Dad: Heyyy, wake up!. its lunch time!.
Me: Looking blur, look at the phone. WTH.


Jumped out from the bed and get ready.


My life had been VERY LIFELESS. Had been going to my second home for so many times since exams ended. Lifeless. Indeed. Money spent like water.


Throught the years, people DO change.



People make use of you. People think that you're nerd. Sometimes I even think that I might not married and stay single throught my life. I told my friends these and they were like IMPOSSIBLE. Yes. Laugh. But nothing is impossible. Leaping into the figure 2 tells that that I am grown up. I just don't want to grow up.



When you're young and you cry, oh well, its just simple, you cry because you're unhappy.


As you grow, especially now, you feel shy to cry, you hide when you cry, you cry for various reasons. Silly reasons that you don't think you should cry after you cried.


I know people are just giving opinions. Or just I can't accept opinions.


Life's short, cherish it.


People are asking me, I thought you want to be a doctor?


You think doctor that easy ah? You think simply go and ask the patient what's wrong with him/her then crap some scientific terms then prescribe medicine is it?


Yes, I want to be a doctor initially. But dedicating my life to it, its not the way I want it afterall. If you want to make lots of money, there's always many jobs besides being a doctor.

Oh well. I should just relax once. a while. not thinking what the heck would I be doing.

I am litetally bored. Glad I'm working in INTI as student helper starting next week. I guess my job is basically bringing those stuffs around inti. Or telling the parents where they should go to pay their child's fees. Or help the student to print their timetable and stick the expiry dates on their student ID. (P:S: thats what I noticed from the 3 times enrolment I did for a new semester in INTI la)

I think I'm being pretty hardworking ey, desprate for money, so spend less. You should know how costly the fees in Monash.

I'm going to teach tuition. Yes, BM and Maths to my cousin and neighbour.
Working in INTI for a week to spend my time and get $$$$.

I did a cake baking entry in the previous post and due to some technical error, so pls visit Kar Yan's blog or my Facebook wall photo for the picture/process of the cake. Trust me, its yummy.

Its chocolate almond cake.=)

Labels: Money

This would be my first and last entry about it. You can choose to SKIP it if you wish, its boring anyways. Not ALL would understand.

Because of you, I am more self concious about myself. Practically everything.
Because of you, I became practically braver.
You gave me adrenaline rush. ALMOST everytime.
Yes, thanks to you, I finally have the courage, but not enough courage to tell how I felt.
After all, its part and parcel of life.
I cried. I avoided as often as I could.
But then I realised. Why the heck I am so dumb?
When the truth is revealed. its too late.
Though humans are never too late with anything.
I never believe that things would be pretty forever,
My instincts proved me right afterall.
Everytime when I walked past there, it reminds me how dumb I was.
Or I shall just say my instincts never betrayed me.
Sometimes I wished I could do it once more. Just once more.
I'm a braver me now. Not the fragile one you know last time.
Afterall, what's so big deal bout it?
Sometimes I wish i got ability to read minds.
I thought I could read expressions. But I realised that my analyse was wrong.
It was wayyy to out from the target though.
So, this chapter would be closed. It needs time though, afterall, its so thick mah.
Right?

Suddenly emoness struck me. Lol.
Watched AVATAR today. Great show though. really.

Would be baking with Sis and sayang on Thurs.=) chocolate cake this time.

Labels: random

Back from Genting yesterday and it is a pretty good trip. Lazy to blog bout it. To read bout it. Go to Kar Yan's blog or Nikki's blog.

Suffering from a ulcer outbreak in my mouth.

My left ear is itchy and inflamed AGAIN. Why am I so prone to ear infections huh?

Registered in MONASH today and got the conditional offer. But hello. My results will be out on the 21st Jan and I have to confirm by 8th Jan? Ridiculus.

Got some interesting facts from some random websites.

Posting those which I think its kinda interesting.

Facts bout guys:
- When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow
- You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly. (100% true)
- Guys love their moms (My dad is a good example)
-A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses (Funny, but I don't think its true)
- A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else. (I think this kind of guy is so possesive)
- Guys like femininity not feebleness.
-Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
-Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
-When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you
- Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

Labels: guys, random, trip

Had been pretty bad I would say that. More bad things than good ones I supposed.



Bad ones:
1. Being betrayed by one of my most trustable friend and yes, got freaking pissed off with that person and yes, we're no longer in talking terms.



2. Closely related to No 1. But this one I would say I had made my efforts through it. No regrets. What is done is done.



3. Did not lose as much weight as I wanted too. My aim is to lose 15 kgs. yes. And I'm like in a fraction of that.



4. Plans are mostly ruined. You know how dissapointing when your plans don't go as you wish?



5. Being infected by various infection. Countless times of ear infections and eye infections.



6. Not being able to achieve the results I wanted in AS.



7. Still in her fat suit and not able to find the zipper.



8. Being pissed of for damn damn lotsa times this year.





Good ones.
1. Done lotsa shoppings. Like A LOT.



2. Realised the true value of true friends.



3. Got a new phone and laptop

4. Hopefully more to come.=)

I'm so bored.

I'm waiting for my hair to dry and the desserts and dinner to digest.

Just cameback from Fullhouse in Sunway and Snowflakes for dessert.

Just had a new hairstyle. Bangs.=). Maybe my face looked a bit chubbier in bangs

I'm so tired.

AND dissapointed.

Labels: Outing

Picture taken from google.

I plan to get this camera well, after CNY I think. Surveyed the price and its around RM1060 with a 4gb memory card.

Not bad, I seriously need a new one though.

Plan to get a part time who no one wants to hire people who work for 1 month plus ey.

I don't know why I couldn't stay at home. Seriously.

What I did today literally was:
Star jump x 100
Skipping hope x 100
Squats x 20 I think.

Arranged my closet, arranged those Reader Digest books on the shelf.

Gosh. I need a job. I need money.

I need a life. Badly.

Lame title I know. But who cares. I'm tired. Scruptious lunch at Bubba Gump. Its kinda expensive. the total bill comes up to 50 bucks for 2 person and we only order 2 dish. Maybe we shouldn't go there that frequent.

Watched New moon. Well, I would say its more like a love story than a vampire story. Not for those who expect lots of actions inside there.

I am not a muscle freak, so I would choose Edward though. Though he's pale, but the lean and perfect proportion of his body withthe tailored fit jacket. That's so classic and interesting I would call it.

I wouldn't say Jacob's not hot (though he's always 102 degrees farenheit). But he's too ermm, okay, he's hot too la. Just that I prefer Edward.=D

Ohh, met up with Liang and tumpang-ed his car home.

Saw his DSLR and I am a complete noob in using this.

Plan to get a new camera. soon enough. Hopefully.





Tried this top. Tell you what, this mirror gives you an impression that you're slimmer. Seriously.

Another couple of outings this few days.

P:S. My Penang trip had been cancelled. Don't ask me why. I'm not sad. Just slightly dissapointed.

Labels: Outing

I don't know what should I write now.
I'm just plain blank. Plain blank.
Sometimes we should not get so anticipated on something which we're not sure.
You may end up dissapointed. Like me now.
Why plans don't go the way we want?
Why obstacles happen during inappropriate time?


Why I can't do what i want to do?
I know this is part of life though and I'm on the way.
Sometimes I truly wish I'm a guy.
Although each guy has their problem, at least, they don't blog.
Like us girls.


I'm confused. Like seriously.
Its like the peak of PMS.
Which I think I am now.
I don't know. i don't know.
I'm just plain emo.


Its just me. the way I am.

Labels: Emo

Sometimes its just hard to tell what you want to be in future. Would I want to spend the next decade of your life to the medical field? I dunno. I asked myself this question several times and yet, I couldn't answer it.

One of my friend told me that in the future world, everyone is needed. If everyone would to be doctors, engineers, or lawyers, what others will do? Others will be pretty jobless la then.

I seriously couldn't stand the typical thinking of adults I would say.

If lets say they say, for instance why would you want to study IT? That doesn't mean studying IT will end up working as some salesman in some random computer shop in Low Yat plaza right?

One more hilarious thing I heard when I told people I want to do food science. 'what can you do in food science? open your own restaurant?'

YOU DON'T NEED TO TAKE FOOD SCIENCE TO OPEN A RESTAURANT

Its like how a biology student explaining how mitosis and meiosis happen in humans to ermm, for instance accounting student.

It feels crappy though.

I admit that I come to A Levels because I couldn't decide what to do, btw, I need to do my Pre U too. Now, deciding on what to do for my future makes me feel urghhh.

I dunno. I'm confused.

P:S. Now I'm hooked up with HK dramas. Currently watching DIE again. I know I am outdated.

And I'm gonna find for some part time in January. Probably in a bakery or bookshop? No more kindergarden jobs for me.=)

Labels: Emo

After so many shots of Durian cendols, lotsa walking, chicken rice, nyonya food. I'm half dead. Nola, the trip was awesome.

I remember it was so last minute and it turned up awesome.=D

And we learned unknown facts bout our classmates that we never knew.

Julian
-he is really a poser.
-and he's like our baby sitter in the trip.
-super gentlemen.
-he's half korean.
-got new nickname by kaykay which is 'jin yeung'. Lols. Just joking

Kaj
-you should see his priceless expression in the gondola.

Generally, I would say the guys in our class are super gentlemen. Guys, take it as a complement okay.

For more pictures, go to our facebook album. its loaded with photos


At the Famous chicken riceball shop.



Eye on Malaysia.