“life will be better in spring”

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To my beloved uni who offer us this oh so useful CORE unit, and everyone practically wasted 5K, making ourselves miserable enough for finals.

I literally stoned for hours staring at the notes, not knowing what to do. Past years? Maybe, not when they ask u choose the best answers and every answers look familiar to you.

At times, I was just wondering, does generation gap really play some signifcant role ?

I do adore those who thinks that generation is something , I mean be part of them. Someone who you feel safe telling your darkest secrets to, someone whom you would tell who's that cute dude you're interested in. or someone who actually gives constructive comments and do accept constructive comments and not living in a state of denial as we have no rights to voice up what we think because they are again, certainly more superior than us.

Maybe sometime or someday in future where this scenario happens again, I shall just see how would I handle this role.

At the mean time, I seriously have no idea how am I going to go through the dreadful 2 hours tomorrow. And the another 5 hours prior to that where I would be literally nerding in the library and lose concentration easily. Then its shopping time. Did I mention that its mega sales now?

And I still have 2 more papers next week and I'm done with second year, first semester.

At times, the furthest distance is not determined by how many miles we're separated, but its when things are so near yet so far.

Labels: Monash, random

I don't know how long this passion would last, but at least it kept me going for months at the moment.

At some moment, I felt like giving up about these.

Weird that I describe that as an onion. Probably as you go a layer deeper, another surprise awaiting for you. It may make you go layers and layers deeper, or throwing it away after realising that its actually rotten.

Part of life I supposed.

Life goes on afterall :)

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I never understood a single meaning of all the chinese songs I listen back then because I simply sing with them.

Now I do, although not all.

Now I hope I can fully understand my biochemistry mechanism before tuesday comes.

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I'm literally clueless what I am doing at the moment.

Life would be better place if I put a lower expectation to myself. somehow. but if someday I really do so, smack me. Its not me.

Unless I really really gave up.

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For me, exam is something merely to test your memories, on how long you would stay up just to finish whatever you missed out and yeah, me being so prone to exam stress, I'm blessed with zits, bad complexion and freckles.

Went to pyramid with mum and sis and err yeah, mum got me thesee :))


two boxes of beauty diary masks (whitening and moisurizing) from guardian warehouse sales. Lancome whitening toner and serum and eye cream. and got some free stuffs from the amount of stuffs we bought, and its all for meee :))

Do you ever wonder, why some smell simply made you fall for it? I don't know, but then I have obsession on person/things that smell good. I mean, don't smell good makes you feel happier? I do. Thats why I love perfume <3


My stash of perfumes. Realised that its all pink/purple. CK euphoria blossom, Versace bright crystal, Gucci envy me, Burberry Brit Sheer and Lancome tressor in love. I am in love with all of them. Seriously. My current wishlist is Issey Miyake Florale which smells so addictive. As I said, wishlist.

I didn't realise how fast time flies. I never believe I easily I fall in but I eventually did. I don't know how long the passion would last, but my heart skips a beat and my mind gets blank. Keeping this strong would be the only way to keep my passion going I guess. :)

Labels: examination, random

Seriously, simple things and details do matter. No matter what. I don't actually admit that I put 101 percent in what I am doing, but then somehow, if I find something that worth my effort in doing it, I will defintely do so.

"When you never try, you'll never know". But again, are you the one trying? Its always easier said than done. Like always.

Labels: random, Rants

1. I can get at least 8 hours of sleep during the weekdays (literally impossible)

2. Microbiology can go into my brain through osmosis while I am sleeping.

3. I could get my 2 lab reports done, one annontated bibliography and my biochem assignment done.

4. Spend less (although its hectic, I still shop)

5. Just if someone knew about IT. But I guess it will never happen.

6. I seriously don't hope things would remain as my fantasy, I want it REAL. Like seriously.

7. Get my dark circles fixed (I know sleep is the only solution).

8. Less assignments (would happen la if I am not studying in Monash)

9. Get a life. Like seriously.

10. Get my biochem assignment done.

Labels: Monash, random

Had been having a fruitful pretty awesome summer break. Somehow, I can't wait for things to start next Monday, new semester, new experience, meeting up people and new wardrobe. Ahaha.

What had I done during the holidays? Let the pictures do the talking.



Shifting to a new house soon, hard to describe how much of anticipation or eagerness to shift but hey, I am going to have my own private space very soon with a big wardrobe for my clothes, books, skincare stashes and my pretty heels.


Got my Ipod Touch, some substitute for iphone I guess. I guess we'll never experience post-purchase behavior (from marketing) from this purchase. and I am loving every moment with it, except with the fact that the time and day runs aways whenever I sync with iTunes and I have to take the effort to delete backup before I connect the device, other than that, the apps are superb awesome, I love their lomo apps (previous entries)

Labels: love, Monash, random

backdated entry I know, but I was simply too tired to blog after a whole long day.

It was pretty awesome actually, at least I spend time wisely together.

and therefore, we could pinpoint whats essential and whats not.



























Of course its wise right? Doing some spring cleaning in the room and throwing out whatever its not needed.

and spending 2 hours napping in the afternoon.

and dating with the Monashian 'single' gang in msn at night.

and without realising it, Valentine's over.

Nah, I am not trying to whine about 1028450274 reasons why am I still single,but then according to one bestie of mine, the reason is because we deserve someone who is way better. =)

"I never had a dream come true, until the day I found you :)"

The day will come, so while then I shall enjoy life to the fullest before assignment kicks in in 2 weeks time.

Would be heading to Genting with the girls tomorrow =D

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Trying out new photography apps.
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I guess what make things perfect is a perfect timing.

Like the time where the traffic light turn all the way green when you're rushing to somewhere and you finally reach on time :)

and I am still waiting for the purrrrfect time ;)

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I've been blogging quite frequently nowadays. Afterall, who cares. I've nothing better to do. I actually dislike the fact that I'm going back to books and assignments tomorrow?

Oh btw, my new wardrobe is coming tomorrow. Kinda excited. Extra space for clothesss.=DD

Nothing makes me happier than shopping. *sigh. I know I spend a lot of $$. Need to find another hobby, probably reading and back to my photography?

I'm glad that I never make that U-turn though I saw one on my way. Am I happy for not making the U-turn? Probably yes, If I did, I would be back to the square one. Maybe I will, if I happen to see another turn later on the road.=)

I am actually quite excited/worried/inarticulate bout what's gonna happen tomorrow. Afterall, its just attending class(erm, I mean lecture) with new people, new environment. Hope its gonna be fun.

And my clothes are lying all around my room. All thanks to our not-so-good planning. We plan to dismantle the old one today and never thought of where to place all our stuffs. we should have ask them to come today and my room is in a total mess.

*I'm hungry*. I want snowflakes dessert. I bet I'm gonna miss it a lot.=(

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When you saw a show you really really like and you're dying to get it, but its just 1 size smaller than your feet, what would you do?

Two options,
A) Forget bout it, afterall you may find another one
B) Get it no matter what, oh well, wear it for a couple of times and it should be fine. Eventhough you know you'll end up with blisters and corns around your feet.

If I were to answer this question last year or so, I would choose B, but now A is my option.

What's the point fitting in something that you know you'll suffer in it? Although how much you like it, but do you think you'll not be able to find another one? Or maybe you'll find something similar somewhere.

Went to EduFair today with Grace, a quite sudden decision actually and actually we bumped into some people we know. Thats one of the reason I want to go to edu fair la, just to ask around and etc. But I never knew I was so brave to *cough, details should not be explained la. Afterall, I already decided to go into Monash.

We supposed to work for Inti for Edufair, but since they already recuit enough people, oh well, we're pretty fine with it and at the same time we're glad that we're not working as its damn hectic from what I see la.

Oh, and finally a visit to pyramid tomorrow. Shopping

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New BLOG SKIN. Hahaha.

I am seriously thinking whether want to customize one myself or not.

Well, I am pretty much like walking corpse everyday after work. Minus the fact that I have to take bus home. And thanks to those so called efficient RapidKLs, there's only one U67 every half and hour, and yeah, did I mention that it depends? First day I sat the bus at 5.30, Second day, luckier 5 pm. Today, 4.45.

Annoying I know, but I have no choice. That's why I SERIOUSLY NEED A CAR.

There's no need to remind for the petrol costs and parking and etc.

That's pretty much why I am working.

To get a camera and for my new year shopping, anyway, for me, new year is not a MUST to shop since I think I probably shop every month. Lol. I think maybe this year I should go for more visiting.

I'm closer to my camera. But I think some days I work around 10 hours, including giving tuition.

Gosh. I'm exhausted. Gonna miss her since she's leaving to NZ soon.

Soon, I'll dedicate a entry for her.=)

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This would be my first and last entry about it. You can choose to SKIP it if you wish, its boring anyways. Not ALL would understand.

Because of you, I am more self concious about myself. Practically everything.
Because of you, I became practically braver.
You gave me adrenaline rush. ALMOST everytime.
Yes, thanks to you, I finally have the courage, but not enough courage to tell how I felt.
After all, its part and parcel of life.
I cried. I avoided as often as I could.
But then I realised. Why the heck I am so dumb?
When the truth is revealed. its too late.
Though humans are never too late with anything.
I never believe that things would be pretty forever,
My instincts proved me right afterall.
Everytime when I walked past there, it reminds me how dumb I was.
Or I shall just say my instincts never betrayed me.
Sometimes I wished I could do it once more. Just once more.
I'm a braver me now. Not the fragile one you know last time.
Afterall, what's so big deal bout it?
Sometimes I wish i got ability to read minds.
I thought I could read expressions. But I realised that my analyse was wrong.
It was wayyy to out from the target though.
So, this chapter would be closed. It needs time though, afterall, its so thick mah.
Right?

Suddenly emoness struck me. Lol.
Watched AVATAR today. Great show though. really.

Would be baking with Sis and sayang on Thurs.=) chocolate cake this time.

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Back from Genting yesterday and it is a pretty good trip. Lazy to blog bout it. To read bout it. Go to Kar Yan's blog or Nikki's blog.

Suffering from a ulcer outbreak in my mouth.

My left ear is itchy and inflamed AGAIN. Why am I so prone to ear infections huh?

Registered in MONASH today and got the conditional offer. But hello. My results will be out on the 21st Jan and I have to confirm by 8th Jan? Ridiculus.

Got some interesting facts from some random websites.

Posting those which I think its kinda interesting.

Facts bout guys:
- When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow
- You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly. (100% true)
- Guys love their moms (My dad is a good example)
-A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses (Funny, but I don't think its true)
- A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else. (I think this kind of guy is so possesive)
- Guys like femininity not feebleness.
-Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
-Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
-When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you
- Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

Labels: guys, random, trip