“life will be better in spring”

December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 February 2012

This would be my first and last entry about it. You can choose to SKIP it if you wish, its boring anyways. Not ALL would understand.

Because of you, I am more self concious about myself. Practically everything.
Because of you, I became practically braver.
You gave me adrenaline rush. ALMOST everytime.
Yes, thanks to you, I finally have the courage, but not enough courage to tell how I felt.
After all, its part and parcel of life.
I cried. I avoided as often as I could.
But then I realised. Why the heck I am so dumb?
When the truth is revealed. its too late.
Though humans are never too late with anything.
I never believe that things would be pretty forever,
My instincts proved me right afterall.
Everytime when I walked past there, it reminds me how dumb I was.
Or I shall just say my instincts never betrayed me.
Sometimes I wished I could do it once more. Just once more.
I'm a braver me now. Not the fragile one you know last time.
Afterall, what's so big deal bout it?
Sometimes I wish i got ability to read minds.
I thought I could read expressions. But I realised that my analyse was wrong.
It was wayyy to out from the target though.
So, this chapter would be closed. It needs time though, afterall, its so thick mah.
Right?

Suddenly emoness struck me. Lol.
Watched AVATAR today. Great show though. really.

Would be baking with Sis and sayang on Thurs.=) chocolate cake this time.

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