“life will be better in spring”

December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 February 2012

Around an hour ago, a bestie called me and we talked about life. As simple as it sounds, but is our life destined? Of course, we can't change how we are born to look like unless we go under the knife.

Life, sometimes tells you the reality of things. Reality tells you that you may not be as good as your counterparts. Some leave you staring at them admiring their perfect figures and some leave you amazed when you browse through their facebook and realised that their house toilet is even bigger than your own room. Or feeling amused with your friends new imported car wherelse you're just going anywhere by a means of super inefficient public transport that leaves you sticky and sweaty?

Looking back what I had done in 2010. Its telling me I should work harder and telling myself, the following year when I count down to 2012, things would not be the same again.

2010 I made the tough choice of deciding where to go and I finally choose Monash. Enrolled and I am in a dillema for a week undecided whether am I on the right track or not. Through the months, I realised that true colours are shown as time goes on.

Accepting the reality that people DO Change. Its dissapointing as at times you don't know whats wrong. Maybe its just the chemistry doesn't click and oh well.

The intention to lose some pounds had been a struggle as always but 2010 I lost like 10 friggin pounds in like 10 weeks all thanks to stress and it gained back.

Enrolling in the course which I am interested in makes me want to go further. My grades were quite satisfying after the efforts being poured in and realised that 2011 is not going to be the same again.

Hopefully 2011 i not going to be the same again =)

P:S: The reason I blogged today is because I would be BBQ-ing while welcoming new year's eve. =D

A way to describe my holidays now. I am somehow exhausted.

Summer class started and somehow I start to have some regrets. I have to drag myself up in the mornings where there are class and I would somehow ask myself, why the heck did I choose to fill up my blissful holidays with summer classes? I should have just enjoyed my holiday to the ultimate max isn't it?

Business is something so alien to me that I have to put extra efforts in it. I am not one of those lucky lass who could go to uni anytime they want and me, having to wake up at 6.30 on the mornings where classes are on and stroll around the campus till the belowed library opens at 8.30 in the morning during the holidays.

I guess I need to, somehow practice self control. I would say, I am out of control in cravings. Sigh. Every day, when I reflected what did I eat, do and stuffs like that, I would somehow ask myself, when is the change going to happen?

Frankly speaking, I don't know.

And frankly speaking again. I am being a nerd now. Going to go through my marketing notes and textbook and going to spend time screening through those journals about assignments tomorrow till the tutorial starts.

But I gotta say, business people are more outgoing as compared to science and engineering nerds. LOL. Thats what the lecturer regard we people as. I wouldn't say i am a nerd, at least I know I am not la. But hey, there's no such thing as a theme day or birthday celebrations in science and hoping those lecturers to chip in some money for the celebration? No way u can see it in science.

P:S: I am actually darn sleepy at the moment despite the 2 hours nap today afternoon. =(

Labels: Monash

Collected the text book for marketing and to my horror, its almost 2 inches thick. Serious. At times, I am wondering, am I doing the right thing? Mid sem test is going to be on the 30th and i am back from travel on the 28th. So I guess, lecture notes are going into the luggage with me while travel.

Worked for monash during the open day and I think I mentioned "welcome to monash'' and ''thank you for coming'' for like 50 times each? Coz our shift was a bit shorter but trust me, its not fun standing at the car park there, there are lotsa bugs and its hot and humid. And I ended up having a real swollen left eyelid today.

Working somehow drained all my energy away and I slept darn early. All thanks to couple of rounds of campus tour. Basically I didn't go around the WHOLE campus but answering truly weird question was certainly interesting.

I guess I am going to be a nerd for as long as I can be and get preped up for my trip =)

I can't believe that I ended watching another drama with tears. AGAIN.

Not a bad show to watch and seriously from this show, I learned that love can be simple, humble. It may be unseen, but its just simply there because we know it. =)

Watched Narnia 3D today. Not bad but I think its a lil too costly to have everything in 3D.

Finally bought a Charles and Keith heels which I eyed on EVERYTIME I go in there and I decided to get it.

Around 4 inches. My <3. But its comfy, when you don't run with it of course.

Summer course starting tomorrow. =D

I hate how reality brings us down. I hate how true colours are shown once a bond is formed. Not any bad habits but true colours.

Thats reality.

Its sad I know. Face it or hide from it. I would way prefer confrontation compared to silence avoid.

:(

Labels: Rants

Short update

Fell sick for the past 2 days. Mild fever and terrible sore throat. Slept for 3 hours yesterday afternoon and couldn't sleep at night. I had been such a light sleeper lately for some unknown reason.

Went to Tony Romas to celebrate Doon's birthday. The rest went to Lagoon in the morning and I did not join.

Food was alright. The burger was a lil tough though, I would prefer if they use chicken thighs than breast.



I love the beef bacon. Yummeh.


Some other food pics that I am quite lazy to post up.


Some chicken breast and broccoli.

Labels: celebrations, Food

I guess all the waiting for exams is finally over. Results out. Happy and dissapointed at the same time. I thought I would nail that subject a distinction, but sadly, a few marks away. Sigh.

Nothing much to rant, kinda a lot of eating out, trying new places that I never tried (I do sound jakun I know). But sometimes when you have high expectations on some place, you may seriously end up with some dissapointments.

I think I have high expectations on myself. =)

Summer course is starting next week and I'm going for a trip in 3 weeks time. weee=)