“life will be better in spring”

December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 February 2012

It doesn't feel that good when:

You're halfway studying and suddenly you start to day dream and those hoo-hahs fantasy starts to dance in your mind.

You need to concentrate and your body feels so disturbed by your 'best friend of the month'.

You want to snack on chocolates and feel all guilty about it after consuming.

You want to get something you had been longing and parents were saying that I am wasting money on unecessary things. Knowing that I am the one who spend the most amount of money in the family with my whooping fees every semester.

You're aiming for high grades, gets motivated fast, AND demotivated at the same pace.

Another 6 days to go. Just 6. Why does it feel freaking long? and it certainly feels like nothing been into my brain after days of trying to stuff in what I read from my 2 inch thick textbook :(

Labels: PMS

I had been having weird dreams lately. Like everyday with different weird dreams. How weird? Figure it out la, but its really weird.

Maybe its due to marketing stress + exam. I think I must be out of my mind having the thought of furthering my studies in marketing specialising in food industry since I don't think I am those type of people that can spend 12 hours in lab a day waiting for results. Maybe I haven't discover the hidden passion in research yet, OR maybe possibly I am in the wrong field? Gosh. it would be too late to discover that right?

I don't know how to describe my study pattern lately. I feel stressed up but relaxed at the same time? Weird.

I guess the mood for cny isn't exactly here yet, all thanks to exam. sigh.

I think I have pretty bad communication skills. Seriously, to certain individuals. I always end up with sarcasm which I simply don't know why =(.

Sigh.

You know, I didn't know my relatives were so widespread. From Malaysia to Singapore. From Hong Kong all the way spreading to China.

Interesting when we meet relatives that was never been heard or seen before and yet I felt the warmth.

Somehow, this doesn't happen all the time though. Its so true that humans only appreciate things that are not around them. When you seen that thing too often, you would not appreciate it as much.

Like how I miss SS15 area now. Time flies. and its CNY, and I am not feeling the hype of CNY.

I wonder why.

I remember last year when CNY clashed with Valentines, its interesting to see how people celebrate it together.

and speaking bout Valentines, I realised that this trend doesn't happen in Monash since our sem only starts like end of Febuary. Back in high schools when you see pretty seniors getting a bouquet of flowers from their boyfie. Its sweet though and it does make you wonder when's your turn =)

If you don't like your grades, work hard for it, orelse love it since grades somehow reflects your effort.

If you don't like spare tyres hugging around the waist, exercise and diet, orelse just accept the fact that you're chubby.

Regarding the second statement, I told myself countless times. I thought I went past that phase, but it seems that I am turning backwards.

P:S: PMS

Labels: PMS

Had been doing some light shopping yesterday, But nevertheless, I prefer pyramid more. but one u got more homely stuffs to buy la and more choices when it comes to bags and stuff. Though of getting another Nine West bag but nothing seems appealing.

Luxury product is still not my thing yet, stepped into Coach and it reminds me how people line up just to go in Coach, you don't see it much over here since the taxes are super high. Should have bought the bag back in HK then.

Finally going to have my own room very soon. and I am sort of like thinking of ways to make my room look pretty without thinning the wallet too much.

and I thought of putting up roman blinds in my room :)


Looks quite pretty isn't it? But its not my room la.

Yet to search for some pretty stuffs for the rrom and I want a full size mirror =D

Frankly speaking. Who don't like pretty things. Who don't like pretty houses, car, clothes and bag?

Or simply looking pretty?

Frankly speaking again, last time when I am still a noobie in make up stuffs and etc, I feel those girls who apply make up are vainpots

Again, when I don't understand why people want to put thick fluttery eyelashes that looks super fake when they are out on streets or shopping malls.

As I grow and have a better understanding in stuffs, I understand why. Its just a part of growing process in us.

People always say, inner beauty is bla bla bla bah bla. But FRANKLY SPEAKING again. Do you see inner beauty at the first sight?

Don't lie and say yes.

When you saw some person who is not as attractive as the other person beside him/her, you wouldn't even bother to even say hi. Its just a matter of fact of first impression. Only when you saw the person again and again. Till you actually remembers the person's face and actually make a small friendly gesture. There's when you start to realise the inner beauty of a person.

Maybe I'm just simply shallow. I used to see people by the looks and first and got perceived by it. As I say, USED to BE. Some individuals may simply give you shocking first impression (I would say a cocky face or a cold appearance?) but think again, what first impression you give other people then?

But then now I don't judge people simply based on that. Its just pretty unfair =).

I an a NERD.

A science NERD.

=D

I need FOOD. Like seriously.

I remember what contributes to my physical built today. Supper.

Seriously. I think I can binge on peanut butter on crackers like 10 pm at night? or simply peanut butter. Or sometimes 2 slices of bread loaded with peanut butter AGAIN for tea time?

Okay. I love peanut butter and peanuts.

I guess its just me with another food cravings.

Did some shopping today AGAIN. I do wonder, when I am able to shop without worries? Or maybe in another way, shop with a concious mind? But think again, I am able to get a top from F21, one from MNG and one from FOS and it costs a total of 90 bucks?

Call me frugal. But its me =). But not to forget I bought a top from Cotton On Last week and a cardigan from MNG last two weeks.

WAIT. And before that was my HK trip and I bought erm, bag, flats, wallet, and tops?

and WAIT. The previous week before I go HK, I bought a bag from MNG. Em, I think thats all I bought. Tee hee. =DD

And next week would be CNY shopping according to mum. =))

Labels: Food, Shopping

Had been working on the assignment on luxury products and somehow believe that I start to fall in love with marketing (silently).

Had been thinking a lot lately. Somehow. Some thoughts are not meant to be expressed publicly though.

Maybe I shouldn't think too much and complete the marketing assignment. =)

Labels: My thoughts

After all the luxury products and limited edition, I realised something. We do own a limited edition. Which is simply yourself. :)

Everyone's different in their own ways.



And when you're limited edition. It makes you feel awesome.





Lately, there are lotsa ideas that came into my mind and I actually visualise them and how I wish I could transform them into drawings. But sadly I couldn't draw and not backed by buying power.


After all

Labels: Me

I have a special affection towards mouse, Mickey mouse to be exact. I know mickey mouse would be an old mouse by now.



Finally visited Disneyland HK. Wasn't that excited somwhow. In fact I don't know why I got quite dissapointed. Maybe I put too much expectation on something I like so much.

A place where dreams come true. =)