“life will be better in spring”

December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 February 2012

There are things that you simply can't be explained using words.

At times, you just gave all in, literally all.

and you got NOTHING.

I know life's not about getting back what you gave in, in fact if life's fair, people won't be complaining how horrible their life is and stuff.

Its human's nature to be hypocrite at times. I don't blame them, its a mask to survive infront of different peeps you know. You know you'll put on a forceful smile regardless how much you dislike the person.

July will be a better month perhaps. It will be.

Thank goodness that everything's over, Exams, notes, and whatever is it. Times had been really tough, especially those breaks between exams, disturbances, rotting at home and etc. Exam period is never a kind period to us.

Post exam is nothing special neither. Had been spending a lot.

As usual la right?




My all time listener :)

My wishlist was Issey Miyake florale, but then again, this is equally awesome


50 ml with 75 ml lotion and 25 ml shower gel :D

To my beloved uni who offer us this oh so useful CORE unit, and everyone practically wasted 5K, making ourselves miserable enough for finals.

I literally stoned for hours staring at the notes, not knowing what to do. Past years? Maybe, not when they ask u choose the best answers and every answers look familiar to you.

At times, I was just wondering, does generation gap really play some signifcant role ?

I do adore those who thinks that generation is something , I mean be part of them. Someone who you feel safe telling your darkest secrets to, someone whom you would tell who's that cute dude you're interested in. or someone who actually gives constructive comments and do accept constructive comments and not living in a state of denial as we have no rights to voice up what we think because they are again, certainly more superior than us.

Maybe sometime or someday in future where this scenario happens again, I shall just see how would I handle this role.

At the mean time, I seriously have no idea how am I going to go through the dreadful 2 hours tomorrow. And the another 5 hours prior to that where I would be literally nerding in the library and lose concentration easily. Then its shopping time. Did I mention that its mega sales now?

And I still have 2 more papers next week and I'm done with second year, first semester.

At times, the furthest distance is not determined by how many miles we're separated, but its when things are so near yet so far.

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I don't know how long this passion would last, but at least it kept me going for months at the moment.

At some moment, I felt like giving up about these.

Weird that I describe that as an onion. Probably as you go a layer deeper, another surprise awaiting for you. It may make you go layers and layers deeper, or throwing it away after realising that its actually rotten.

Part of life I supposed.

Life goes on afterall :)

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"Okay candidates, pens down".

Oh yeah, pens down, biochem's just over. and I am glad.

End story.

But the truth is, I am wondering, why I don't feel any guilt for not being able to complete the another 1 and a half questions which even I am given extra half an hour, I am still not being able to do it because the truth is, I don't know how to do. I don't know how I am going to score for this unit, but should be fine.

Life's simpler without too much of expectation.

In life, we meet all kinds of people, those who are nice to you, those you are nice to. The one that you tried your best to impress and those who tried their best to impress you but again, failed badly in both ways. Its pretty interesting to note that how easily someone could reject you from their life and you simply reject others out from yours at the same time. Or maybe you like someone, but never dared to tell and end up regreting why u did not take the initiation.

Hey, face the fact, how many times, or in fact, how many people could accept rejection open mindedly and the next moment you're telling people "business as usual" ?

Maybe you would say its the matter of how good you are in hiding your own feelings. Or maybe the better you are in hiding your feelings, the harder for someone else to decode you.

In fact, since A-Levels, I realise that not everything's perfect. You may spend hours and sleepless nights doing your reports and assignments and some would scoree way much better than you by spending a fraction of the time. 10 years from now, I mean, even one semester from now, who cares how much you score for your assignment? Its just something that u can never change anymore.

Life's infact simpler, if we learn to take a break.

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I never understood a single meaning of all the chinese songs I listen back then because I simply sing with them.

Now I do, although not all.

Now I hope I can fully understand my biochemistry mechanism before tuesday comes.

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I'm literally clueless what I am doing at the moment.

Life would be better place if I put a lower expectation to myself. somehow. but if someday I really do so, smack me. Its not me.

Unless I really really gave up.

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