“life will be better in spring”

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Like I always do. I am pretty lazy to update blogs nowdays. Probably the fact that facing computer more than I face my books makes me feel lazier to blog.

Life had been pretty good. I gotta say life in Monash is pretty fun la. and my exam is coming in like err, 2 weeks time and I am still working on it.

and lately my facebook is loaded with pics from lab sessions and lectures and outside monash.

and sem 1 is going to an end.

M.I.A from now =)

they listen to all sorts of your craps.

sharing your deepest secrets that you'll never thought this person would be the onw knowing it.

talk bout the same topic again and again and again but you'll never feel bored.

the relationship is like a symbiosis mutualism and commensalism.

they just give you suprise at the time you least expect. =)

Labels: A levels, Inti, Monash

It felt like a unbreakable curse, but I knew I can break it.

Since I am able to do so back then, why not now.

Back to reality. For real. This time. I promise.

Which refers to Pre Exam Syndrome to me.

My lappie had been my best friend since uni starts which I literally couldn't suvive without my lappie.

And after next week I am officially ditching it for my own good, allowing myself to do whatever rubbish in an hour's time.

And my mood swing got pretty bad. I mean kinda bad. I could go all talkative one moment and all emo the next. And for those who felt my quietness and emoness, I'm not trying to tell how much I don't like to talk to you but its just I don't feel like talking at that moment.

My updates are usually on my Facebook. And one hilarious thing is I see mother's day wishes in facebook. I just don't know why, as we grow older, we just find it hard to express the '3 word, 8 letters' word to our parents. Its just me or it applies to everyone?

Lately my posts had been flooded with uni entries and describing how my life is going on through the weeks. I am glad I survived though these weeks. I mean urm. Yeah.

I have deep thoughts in me, telling myself its time to move on. No more staying on the same spot. again.

I admit that I had been really sociable since I came in to Monash and coming into here sort of changes the way me being me. I became more outspoke and err, daring I supposed?

And *fingers crossed* I am no longer 19, very soon. and I hate it to be frank. Hahaha. Being 20 isn't that bad afterall. I hope.

Being pretty doesn't mean you're attractive,
nor being thin makes you too,
imperfections are part of life,
I accept it the way it should be.

haha, seriously, I don't put hopes on anything, just hope to get at least 2 HD's from my sem 1 and I'm satisfied.

I'm wondering, will history repeats itself once again? Like seriously again? I don't know. Maybe I was a naive schoolgirl back then, hoping things back in return.

Although I'm 19, but I'm a child deep in my heart. =)

Labels: me.