“life will be better in spring”

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After a not so great lecture in the car, stepped into Uni feeling pretty excited. Had a great laugh during lunch with the girls and still feeling excited before the Microbiology lecture.



Till then, all the happiness seemed to dissappear with all the freaky microbes name and calculations that are yet to be learned in microbiology and bioprocess technology.



Still need some time to adapt and I feel extremely dreadful. I feel like lying on my bed and sweet dreams all along. and it makes me feel like I am not doing the right thing. I can still have an enjoyable uni life by not taking courses that will literally kill your brain cells.

I guess I'll need time to adapt :).

Although I am still feeling super depressed.

Labels: PMS

I just realised how scary my pms was. Oh well, things went much better today. Bought myself a clinique lipbalm with gloss. <3>

Labels: Life as we know it.

I would describe it as bad as sitting corkscrew for the first time when you are not an adventurous person.

Seriously. I myself got freaked out how powerful cum scary mood swings are.

One moment where I can be super hyper for some scrumptious dim sum breakfast to super irritated to some moment where I can break into tears or I can actually have iced coffee for lunch and get java chip 3 hours later and threw my drink away when there's three quarter left because I can almost puke from too much of coffee.


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one moment I can just wandering aimlessly in ikea with my parents that don't even pay attention with what am I saying. and we went out with nothing, except with a half-dozen of curry puff and a coke. or one moment you simply burst into tears fearing that you may end up living alone in an old lonely home. or fed up with ur parents never make an effort to remember you actually like some garlic with soy sauce and end up not touching them at all and only finished the rice with curry fish head gravy. and end up having a nice conversation with them on the way home in the car.


and end up at home and when you ask your parents for the invoice for the semester fees and your mum is screaming at you because you don't want to keep the invoice (this is because the previous sem she was screaming at you because you are keeping the invoice) and you end up sobbing.

I always wondered, why didn't I choose some place far so I can be independent? Or go into STPM so I can go into public uni and get a car so I can end up being a real uni student. I am not trying to mean that being in Monash is not a real uni life. For me, an ideal uni life is something that you can stay away from home and be independent. Not something like this. Maybe someday, if I'm rich enough, I will send my child overseas or else it would be going to STPM to experience how a 'genuine' uni life should be.

I realised that I sobbed myself to sleep almost once every month, its the second time now. Maybe the almost 4 month of summer break left me making lotsa wild imaginations because taking marketing is sort of relaxing minus the fact that the exam is on the 5th day of CNY. Other than that was perfectly fine. Maybe I shall wait till uni starts where everything's back to reality. With all the assignments kicking in and what you want is just a decent hours of sleep where 7 hours of sleep is considered a heaven.

Oh well, Uni life should be something to be cherished. I HOPE. I knew I would be grumbling why the heck I am taking this unit and stuffs later on.

and it certainly felt better after sobbing.

Labels: Monash, PMS

Had been having a fruitful pretty awesome summer break. Somehow, I can't wait for things to start next Monday, new semester, new experience, meeting up people and new wardrobe. Ahaha.

What had I done during the holidays? Let the pictures do the talking.



Shifting to a new house soon, hard to describe how much of anticipation or eagerness to shift but hey, I am going to have my own private space very soon with a big wardrobe for my clothes, books, skincare stashes and my pretty heels.


Got my Ipod Touch, some substitute for iphone I guess. I guess we'll never experience post-purchase behavior (from marketing) from this purchase. and I am loving every moment with it, except with the fact that the time and day runs aways whenever I sync with iTunes and I have to take the effort to delete backup before I connect the device, other than that, the apps are superb awesome, I love their lomo apps (previous entries)

Labels: love, Monash, random

I would choose to stalk but not being that dumb to admit yourself stalking people, unless your skills are really that bad that its just being too obvious.

But then stalking facebook (I mean by viewing their profiles and pictures) is certainly okay but not commenting on every single status update you posted and the comments that they made is like trying to 'lan suk' (term learned during A-Level days) to you but end up in an epic failure.

Or stalking your facebook updates and judge the way you communicate with others? I would tell these people, mind your own business. There are plenty lotsa things you can do other that judging people.

By stalking and giving constructive comments seriously will not get the person's attention (get it guys and girls?) unless they are truly despo that they rely on other people's point of view to decide how they should present themselves.

and girls have selective hearing :)

backdated entry I know, but I was simply too tired to blog after a whole long day.

It was pretty awesome actually, at least I spend time wisely together.

and therefore, we could pinpoint whats essential and whats not.



























Of course its wise right? Doing some spring cleaning in the room and throwing out whatever its not needed.

and spending 2 hours napping in the afternoon.

and dating with the Monashian 'single' gang in msn at night.

and without realising it, Valentine's over.

Nah, I am not trying to whine about 1028450274 reasons why am I still single,but then according to one bestie of mine, the reason is because we deserve someone who is way better. =)

"I never had a dream come true, until the day I found you :)"

The day will come, so while then I shall enjoy life to the fullest before assignment kicks in in 2 weeks time.

Would be heading to Genting with the girls tomorrow =D

Labels: random

Trying out new photography apps.
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I guess what make things perfect is a perfect timing.

Like the time where the traffic light turn all the way green when you're rushing to somewhere and you finally reach on time :)

and I am still waiting for the purrrrfect time ;)

Labels: random

Landed my hand on my ipod touch and I admit that I am truly addicted to their photography apps.

They somehow turn something normal into something truly awesome =D

Labels: snapshots

At times, things make you feel like you are a total epic failure.

and this make your life feel totally miserable.

Labels: PMS

She rolled and rolled around her bed, and she couldn't sleep. She turned on the tv and off it 5 minutes later.

While reminising what she did the whole day today, she suddenly burst into tears.

Why? No one knows, even herself would never know why. She just continue sobbing under her blanket till she needs some air and decided to blog.

She turns on her msn, screening through who can she talk with, ended up talking with an old friend of hers.

Emotional breakdown is pretty scary. and she expects to suffer from headaches and swollen eye the following morning.

and till then. Hopefully she can just shut her eye and get some sleep after days of reading her beloved textbook and finally finished the whole summer examination.

Labels: PMS

Marketing Finals tomorrow. Glad that its a morning paper.

Fingers crossed.

Back to my stack of colourful notes.

I shall see whether I survived attempting something new to me or not. =)

Labels: Monash

What is marketing to me?
An organisational function (Monash) and a set of process of creating, communicating and delivering 'problems' to customers(students) and for managing customer relationships in ways that benefit the organisation and its stakeholders.

Sigh. CNY had been pretty normal. Like seriously normal? Visitings and blahs. ANG POWs and its going to be in my 32 GB Ipod Touch fund =/

Found a couple of photos and made it lomo =)



Awww, sweet right?

Hahaha. At times I really do ask myself, will I eventually end up like the picture above. God knows and time will tell =) orelse, I will find another 'old' minnie mouse and stay together.

Things had been getting really weird lately. Seriously. Weird thing flashes in my brain, marketing exams, lack of shopping syndrome, lacking of cash syndrome. and etc etc etc.

Ahahaha. Found some old photo from the stash in my grandma's house

Labels: Me